all_inclusive | Gathering: Kisses at Midnight

Sif generally had no issue with Loki's Midgardian fashion choices; in fact she quite appreciated some of them. He also had not seemed bothered by the difference between the dresses she usually wore in Asgard on special occasions and the much simpler, asymmetric red one she was sporting right now, so who was she to judge? Assimilation, she had found, wasn't always a bad thing if done willingly, through no exterior pressure.

"Don't you dare, I do not wish to become your enemy. Ever again." Sif then refrained from making a remark on one's true nature and what to expect from the likes of him - which would only be uncalled for, petty and not at all in conformity with her current mood, even if only in reference to how tempted he felt. She couldn't help a genuine chuckle from escaping her at his marvelous reasoning, however. "If I wished to throw you into the ocean I would bring you onto the ship and simply do so, Loki. No need to do it at sword-point off a plank of wood. Besides, what would that accomplish? You would just be wet while snarling something about what a petty, childish brute I am."

Loki's smile, originally sly, wavered slightly at the slightly serious response she had for him, but he quickly brushed it away. He was far too inebriated to get hung up on it, and Loki was not sensitive enough to find harm in her wording these days anyway. He felt too sure of himself, less questioning, to really find flaw.

"I suppose that's true," he admitted, when she said she would simply throw him in. She could accomplish it easily enough, even without a crew of her pirates - adventurers - to back her up. Loki could hold his own against Sif for a time, if he wanted to, but really he'd much rather give in and let her lob him into the ocean than spend all of that energy fighting her off (only to end up in the ocean anyway). That probably didn't say much for the Asgardian conquering spirit, but he didn't care.

He paused, looking at her closely for a moment, and then absently wiped a speck of glitter from her arm. It was all over the place, these past few days. It was a popular decoration tactic, but was completely uncontrollable. "They keep shouting the time," he mused. "They're awfully concerned with the last few hours of a year that they probably didn't pay much attention to."

In truth Sif had not meant for that response to sound so serious as she was simply, in her own direct way, reiterating how much Loki's friendship meant to her now she had regained it. Of course were she a lot more sober she would have realized the intensity of her words had been a lot greater than she had intended.

"I am certain I have told you this before, Loki," Sif began, with a satisfied smirk, "but your self-awareness does you credit." She was almost certain she had told him this before in similar circumstances, no less.

Looking down at where Loki had brushed something off on her arm, Sif frowned. "It's glitter isn't it? I've had it on my skin for days. Everything is glittery now, is it a holiday custom, do you know?" She looked around as he remarked on people's compulsion for telling the time out loud to one another, sometimes to the room. "They don't wish to be caught unawares by midnight, so I'm told. Midnight is when everything happens, apparently. They hold onto it like magic, like other than cosmically and in their calendars, a cycle is truly ending and another beginning, with clear though invisible change."

Sif had looked away as she considered this, and after a moment looked back up at Loki with a smile. "New chances, I think. New beginnings. They love those." As her eyes descended slightly from his face, Sif's smile turned into a soft laugh. She stepped forward, brushing glitter from the collar of his jacket. "Another victim of the glitter epidemic. Is no one truly safe?"

He shrugged, slightly, and toasted her with his glass, nearly empty again. Loki's self-awareness had certainly been his curse, at some point, though if that was part of the credit she was speaking of he couldn't bring himself to regret it.

"I believe they find glitter festive," he said, dryly. "Mm, well. A lot of them don't seem to understand that you can create a new beginning at any time. There needn't be a significant change in the calendar in order to start something. Or finish, for that matter. All I can really gather, though, is that after midnight everyone just goes to sleep." He gave her a crooked grin, and shrugged again, feeling loose-limbed, relaxed. Pleasantly drunk. But not too drunk not to appreciate Sif's eloquence.

He glanced down at the glitter with some chagrin, but he wasn't surprised; more like he was distracted by the sudden warmth of her nearing body, the brush of her hand. Yes; he was definitely drunk. "Maybe you're getting it on me," he teased with a straight face. He cast his gaze upward, as if he suspected it might be drifting down, like snow. "Speaking of things starting at midnight," he mused. "I heard there were fireworks. Shall we find a place to sit before then? Or simply get out of the way?"

After that toast, which amused Sif greatly, she emptied her glass again. It was with regret that she found it so. The waiter had not been around for long minutes and with this place getting more or less full, he might not come around any time soon. "Oh it is rather festive. But at what cost?!" Drunken Sif, apparently, had a penchant for the overly dramatic once in a while.

It pleased her to hear Loki talking so, however, and while he spoke Sif tilted her head and regarded him with the softest look and just a hint of a smile. That all changed at his closing remark. "Well, that's disappointing. Seems to me midnight should mark the middle of the celebration, not its end. What, you celebrate a new year and then goodnight see you tomorrow?" Sif shook her head. "Wasted potential."

"I barely touched you, how could it have been me?" Sif retorted after gasping at the suggestion, as though being blamed for glitter transference was a great offense. Despite the glitter being taken care of she did not move away, finding herself comfortable so close to Loki. Truly, she must be halfway out of her mind. She followed his gaze upward, mildly concerned about getting glitter in her eye. There was a certain dizziness to looking up like that, but Sif found she liked it. When Loki spoke again she snapped out of it, blinking. "Perhaps we might find a way to do both? I'd like to see the fireworks, but I don't know if it isn't something to be seen away from a large group of drunken, loud people. It's loud enough without the people."

Loki just laughed. It wasn't that Sif was always very serious - far from that, when it came to a party she could be the most reckless out of all of them if it suited her - simply that she very rarely veered into silly territory. It wasn't a bad thing, but difficult to reply to. The suggestion of midnight marking the middle of the party was easier to address. "Are you suggesting we should try to last until, at the very least, four in the morning? That would make sense, if the party started at eight..." he trailed off, and sighed dramatically, as if he had seen a real block in the road. "Maybe we should have drunk a bit more slowly."

They were already so close, it was easy for him to slip his arm around hers. It was not unusual for him to take a woman's arm, lately, but he wasn't sure how Sif would like it. In any case, if she didn't she could just squirm free, and no harm done. "There is a lot of sky," he said. "I'm certain we can find a spot that also has a view. Let's go look. Then there will just be two loud, drunken people to contend with, and luckily we can tell one another to shut up."

Navigating through the crowd was difficult, or would be if Loki was the sort to dodge around people. Luckily, his height and general lack of care meant he could manage it with Sif easily enough.

Pantomime had never been Sif's forte, but here she was more or less aware of her own dramatics and more than willing to laugh with Loki at them. She hadn't gotten rowdy or violent yet, which was unusual but not unexpected - she was in a completely different environment after all. "But it didn't, so we should stay later." She insisted, shrugging carelessly as Loki lamented their drinking speed. "We can handle it."

Sif couldn't help a slight stiffness as Loki slipped his arm around hers. It was not only unusual, but virtually unheard of, which meant it took a little time getting used to. In truth, what was more shocking was how close they had been that he had simply done it as if it was a natural, everyday occurrence. More shocking still was how she not only did not mind, but welcomed the warmth of him so close to her.

"Agreed." Sif took to walking contentedly with him through the crowd with her best battle-stare: an intimidating far-off gaze, deadset on her faraway goal. It worked perfectly with Loki's imposing stature and demeanor. "What we should do, however, is snag ourselves a few bottles for when we get there." She had learnt a thing or two from Olaf, how could she not?

Sif didn't shake him off, so he figured it was fine to continue as they were. While he knew that Sif was more closed off than the other women he knew, physically - though entertainingly, she had no problem being in personal space when it came to wrestling - there was no harm in it. He was used to taking Natasha in arm, though that was part of their odd relationship, where they used pretense with one another to dig down for the truth. Sif, who had known him for so long, was somehow more complicated.

It also did not escape him that as of late he had become more prone to surrounding himself with women, but that had not been a conscious maneuver. "Agreed," he repeated, reaching out and grabbing up, one-handed, the foil-wrapped necks of two bottles from a table as they passed. As midnight neared - and from what he could tell, it was quite close - the tables and trays began to crowd with sparkling wine. Another custom of the celebration.

When you spent centuries keeping someone at a distance, and some of those keeping certain confusing feelings for that person at a distance, something like this could be confusing. If not for inebriation, it would certainly be so for Sif. This was like breaking down the invisible wall there had always been between them and skipping right over to the other side - not something Sif did so carelessly.

She smiled, pleased to watch Loki snag the bottles with such elegance no one would ever have seen it coming. "Graceful thief, aren't you?" As graceful as he was with anything else, she supposed. It would be a lie to deny him of that trait. While some warriors' movements clunked in a way that made Sif almost swear she could see their weight pressed on the ground, watching Loki had always been pleasure because he was fluid, like water, but always calculated. She blushed as she considered where her mind was wandering, to downright admiring Loki's form in battle and shook her head to rid herself of the thought. Instead Sif watched the trays get filled with the weaker sparkling drink fit for Midgardian celebration and considered for a moment she had never tried it before. "What if we forgot about the grounds entirely and found instead a balcony? Provided you don't think you might tumble, of course."

Loki glanced down at her, raising his eyebrows. “I'm not a thief,” he said, with a grin. “It's all free. They'll just need to relocate their resources, now.”

Naturally, her train of thought was not known to him, but he would have been amused by it if he had known. For himself, he was still getting used to the fact there weren't roughly six layers of armour and leather between them for once. The stones were wearing away at him, too – at his mind, in some ways, but mostly physically. He registered temperature more clearly than he ever had in his life, and Sif was very warm, and the air outside had a chill against his skin. His drunken state seemed to exacerbate it, as well, which was more than interesting, but also made him not care as much.

“I admit to not spending much time on balconies, but I can probably manage not to plummet off one of them,” he replied, dryly. “So we could try that.”

"Yes, but you are good at it regardless." Sif replied, grinning back at him. "It was a compliment."

The chill of the outdoors hit Sif in a way that wouldn't have were she not so inebriated, and she wavered in her step before getting used to it. Her mind seemed to swim a little more as well, and she found herself thankful for the hold on Loki's arm. She also found herself disgusted for needing it, and decided to demand herself to sober up this instant - to limited results.

His response got a laugh out of her as she shook her head. "I meant because you're heavily inebriated, Odinson. I myself intend to stay clear from the railing. I hope." Looking around, Sif looked for a suitable and accessible balcony and found herself blinking up at the outdoors lighting. "Or we could find a more detached place down here, I suppose."

“We are probably too drunk to attempt scaling the wall,” Loki admitted. “At least while also juggling bottles. And speaking of, we might need a couple more, so if you see any try to abduct them.”

The strangest thing about having Sif on his arm was that he could actually lead the way, and she would actually follow. Of course, that wasn't such a great thing when they were both indecisive drunks who had no idea where they ought to be going. “Make up your mind, Lady Sif,” he exclaimed. “Up or down? I suppose if we really want a balcony we could see if either of our rooms decided to produce one in our absence, but that's a bit of a gamble, and the clock is rather close.”

At the mention of wall scaling Sif started, narrowing her eyes at Loki. "Don't put ideas in my head." She warned, for that was the kind of thing she might end up doing on any other normal drunken night (if there was no one around to squabble with). "I don't, sadly. We could detour into the crowd gathering outside, grab a few then get back on our mission."

She did not wait for him to accept or follow, disentangled herself from him and managed to walk over to a waiter with a cart (a cart? outside?) more or less gracefully. With a lazy, open mouthed grin she proceeded to taking two bottles, one for each hand, bow in thanks then wandered back to Loki. Even though she struggled, holding a bottle as she was, she managed to get his arm around hers again.

"My room should have one. It has been fairly consistent so far." Sif paused, again, looking up at Loki as it dawned on her that she was essentially inviting him back to her quarters. Wonders never truly ceased, did they? She looked around again, however, and decided against it. They were already too far to make it back to her room in time, especially in their state. "You're right, it's too late. Oh! That garden with the pond isn't far." She pointed to her right. It was, in fact, extremely close. "There's a lovely pond you might fall into, as well."

He watched, amused, as she abruptly left on her mission for more alcohol, which at the very least was a much safer one than attempting wall-scaling. If Loki had been feeling a tad more mischievous he would have further pushed her in that direction, but really that would just distract them too much from their current goal. Maybe later in the evening he could get her to do it.

The accidental invitation back to her room made him want to laugh, but out of respect for her he simply tamped it down into a toothy grin. He would not have cared or thought much of it, so far removed he was now from Asgard and it's formalities. His idea of convention was now so utterly destroyed that he found himself passing through life with little thought of it, doing whatever he pleased. Sif, of course, had not such carelessness about her.

"Yes, a pond," he said, starting in that direction. "A lovely one you may push me into, more like, if my recollection of childhood memories are correct."

While Sif knew what Loki was grinning so broadly at, she only rolled her eyes. It was too much effort to be offended or angry at being caught in an unfortunate choice of words at the moment.

Snorting inelegantly at his sudden uncovering of childhood memories, Sif shook her head. "We've not been children for centuries upon centuries now, Loki, can't you let it go? I've let go of many a thing. These days I shall only hope you fall into it without my interference so that I may laugh at chance and the way of the world more openly." Looking up, she scrunched up her nose at him. "It's more fun that way."

They had arrived at the garden, and found it empty, as well as badly lit. No surprise, seeing as most if not all guests of the hotel were out front proper, better lit and possibly better supplied. It was no matter, however, as there were four bottles between the two of them. Not that the amount of alcohol was the crucial factor of this entire experience, of course. "Do you think we can see the fireworks properly from here?"

"Oh, I don't remember them without fondness," Loki responded. "So I've no intention in letting them go. Besides, I wasn't the only one you unceremoniously dunked in those days. I don't feel particularly hunted." Really, being terrible to one another was more or less what was done back then, wasn't it? All of Loki's injuries when he was younger were almost entirely Thor's fault from roughhousing, and the rest were Loki's own from getting into places he shouldn't have gone.

Still, the way she scrunched her nose was pretty cute, though he didn't let her know that. He slipped his arm from hers so that she had the freedom to go and choose the seat. "I don't see why not," he said.

"I do." Sif grumbled. "Well, some of them. Dunking you into the ponds and lakes, rivers and other courses of water are very fond memories indeed." And here they were again, joking at the expense of one another, but not really.

When he let go Sif made to stumble, but held herself, and moved to the closest bench. It was turned exactly to where the fireworks would be taking place, and so Sif plopped down unceremoniously, settling the bottles between her knees. Immediately she began working on opening one, with clumsy drunken fingers and not a lot of focus. "Well, then. We've arrived to our destination. I presume it's not long now?"

Loki didn't bother to offer to help her with her bottle, because then she might just glare at him. He took his seat beside her, casting his gaze upward. While part of the view was blocked by the looming hotel, there was still a large expanse of sky to behold. He thought again of this rather strange place between worlds, and how it even existed, or even why, but he was too drunk to put in the effort to really follow that thread of thought. Not when he would have to give up paying attention to Sif in order to do so.

"It should be soon," he said. "I suppose the fireworks themselves will let us know." There was another thing at midnight that he'd heard of, which was the kiss - also an odd custom, but not completely strange. If he felt like it he might kiss Sif, but just on the cheek, as gentlemanly as he could, and only if he figured she wouldn't punch him right after or storm off in a huff. With any of his other companions Loki would have been happy to be up to some mischief and would kiss more passionately just to surprise and startle, but his old feelings for Sif and their history together meant that would likely anger her more than anything else.

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There was, Sif realized now, a strong possibility that she might drop one bottle with the pressure of opening the other. She then stopped what she was doing to put the bottle down safely at her feet, then resumed her work. "Hmm." Sif nodded, and as she did the cork came off the bottle with a pop, followed closely by the sparkling wine itself. "Oh sure let us waste it." She grumbled, leaning the bottle away from herself as it did its thing. When there was no more danger of being soaked in the (eventually) foul smelling liquid Sif brought the bottle to her mouth and took a long gulp.

"Well." She said once she was done, exhaling sharply and knocking her bottle against one of Loki's. "I suppose now is the time to reminisce about the year that is coming to an end?" Sif deferred to Loki on Midgardian customs more and more these days. He was better versed in them than she ever cared to be.

He grinned when Sif's bottle overflowed rather abruptly, but he let that serve as a reminder to be a bit more gentle with his own. He ripped the foil and untwisted the wire from one of his, carefully working the cork out.

"Reminiscing does seem to be the way of things," he admitted. "But I prefer the drinking and making merry more than that. So we can just continue to speak of entirely inconsequential things, if you like. Unless you'd rather discuss Midgardian customs instead?" Which, even he would admit, were certainly very inconsequential at times indeed.

Nursing her bottle, Sif seemed to have adopted a posture of slight introspection - which did not happen often at all when she was drunk, but it happened. "I would be remiss not to take this particular Midgardian custom to appropriately confess that it has been a very odd year for me - which is an understatement. A year ago I never would have thought to be sitting here, with you, right now. That alone deserves a special mention." Her features had softened somewhat, and Sif tilted her head to smile at Loki with she same softness. There was a hint of fear there, that even after all that had happened since she had arrived here he would still ridicule her for 'having a feeling' and sharing it, especially when at the crux of their relationship was Sif's deep regret of not having tried harder. Once these thoughts came through her mind her smile fell and she straightened up, bracing for the backlash.

"And now that that's done, I would like to hear if you have any favorites customs, myself." It wasn't a perfect recovery by any means, but it was an attempt.

Elbow against knee, he propped his chin in the palm of his hand, the champagne bottle hanging loosely from the other. Sometimes, Sif's thoughts on their companionship annoyed him; other times they offended him. At the moment he wasn't sure what he felt, beyond the fact that they were needless, at least personally - for her, they were presumably quite important, so he let her have them. He had to remind himself that she didn't know everything about him now, because he had not told her, and he did not think Natasha had informed her of a few of the choicer things, either. Loki had violently, abruptly thrust himself towards his destiny, and so all the pieces of his past were now pretty things in the sidelines. Not that he didn't cherish them; simply that he accepted their importance, and wished to pretend otherwise.

Sif was important - so was his mother, and his brother. But he refused to dazzle himself by their presence, excepting his mother, who he had already decided to do so much for, irregardless of what it might do to himself.

"Beyond the drinking and the countdown and the fireworks?" he asked. "There's the midnight kiss. Then the guilt trips, the eschewing of all the pleasures and habits that bring them joy. They make resolutions, actually, which apparently fail within the first few days of the year. I think those are my favourite, if only because it's more wish list than resolving to do anything."

Well, that had gone better than expected. Sif didn't know whether to thank Loki's personal development or his drunkenness, but she was thankful. No rebuttal, no mockery, not even a snicker. She allowed herself to smile in release as she brought her bottle back up to he lips and took a swig before laying her arm on the backrest of the bench and her chin on top of it. She then adjusted herself sideways, facing Loki, and prepared to listen.

The midnight kiss piqued her interest but with her concentration as fleeting as it was right now, her thoughts moved along with Loki's speech. The more he spoke the more she furrowed her brow and scoffed. What weird creatures were Midgardians. "That is a load of desperate horseshit, pardon my manners. You change when you wish to change, when you are ready to, doesn't matter how large or small the change. And guilt...trips? I hope they don't actually go somewhere specific to feel guilty in. Go back to the midnight kissing part. I'd heard of kissing under some plant with ancient significance, but not that."

Loki took a drink from his bottle, which fizzed quite a bit. He wasn't sure he liked it but, then again, he was at that point in the evening where it didn't much matter to him either way.

"The 'trip' is a figure of speech," he said, amused, but didn't tease her about it, because the mention of the mistletoe made him want to laugh instead. "Yes, a plant with ancient significance," he said, idly. "There's quite a story involving me and that plant. But yes, apparently that's the thing to do all through the last week of December. But New Year's needs to be heralded with a kiss. I gather it's rather upsetting not to take part in that custom."

"Oh. Well good it would be ridiculous otherwise. Not that it isn't now; wallowing in your mistakes is a waste of time and resources." The story wasn't known to Sif, but that did not mean it was just a story. "Oh? Do tell me that story, one of these days."

A whole week of kissing whenever one encountered a particular plant seemed...excessive. It began to seem to Sif like the Midgardians simply needed excuses to do things they wouldn't have the courage to do under the pretense of their own desires. As Loki went on, Sif's eyes narrowed, her mind processing what she had heard.

If not for the copious amounts of alcohol and the festive spirit, the next time she spoke what came out of her mouth would absolutely not have come out. As it was, Sif smiled slyly and leaned in, amusement in her eyes. "Are you trying to tell me something, Loki Odinson?"

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