"I never thought about it until I could no longer endure it," Eric said, closing his eyes and drifting in memory for a moment.
"Sometimes you only realize how much you love something until you can no longer have it."
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"I never thought about it until I could no longer endure it," Eric said, closing his eyes and drifting in memory for a moment.
"Sometimes you only realize how much you love something until you can no longer have it."